on the other hand,
it’s only just the very beginning.
the beginning of a new phase of my army life.
the people i met in camp has been really a great bunch of
bros. seriously. just this short 4 months together and
we really bond so damn much.
last few days in camp was just so quick. everyday slack
and relax, since its after exams and there’s no more revision
to do hahah.
KTV with them was really CRAZY man. CRAZY.
but we had a great ball of time and im sure everybody enjoyed
the night hahah.
new day new camp tomorrow. i mean, in a few hours.
wow i’m still in denial that 2009 just streamed past so rapidly, and before
i know it, its 2010, staring me so blatantly in the face.
its all seems so surreal, seriously.
the ending of poly life, the few months of slacking aimlessly.
then… BAM! oh, errr, did something just hit me in the face?
oh yea i think it did, it’s dear old national service!
things just started flying by faster than i could say expelliarmus.
days went by a blinking, weeks flew by like a sneeze, and months
just seemed like overhead clouds drifting past by a strong breeze.
i wonder, just how complicated is this space-time continuum that
people are talking about? (people as in scientists, dramas, ahem ahem
Hiro Nakamura lol)
does it take into account how time “flies”? like a fun day at the beach
compared to a boring lecture on say, economics? it’s all so strange
aint it?
but, but, hmmm. didnt i seem to be complaining and complaining
so much about army life over most (if not all) of my recent blog posts?
well looking back, those may be just more of like, small lil’ pieces of
unhappiness, that when pieced together to form a jigsaw, forms an
interesting and kinda beautiful picture of brotherhood, fun,
responsibility, ethics, and discipline that i learned and experienced
in these few short months (7 months 8 days to be exact, 17 more months
to ORD OH).
i’m so thankful for each and every single person whos shown any form of
care or concern for me, particularly if i havent personally thanked you yet.
especially my family, who is and always will be there no matter night or day.
as well as my recently acquired army buddies, be it in tekong or in the navy,
steady bunch of brothers all you guys. thats what army is all about man! YO.
oh oh oh oh oh,
as well as all my chubbeh butterfly people. heheh. you know who you are.
dont need to list all of you people out do i? you all know i’ld do anything
and everything i can to protect you guys, cause in my heart you guys are
like THE BEST. smiles.
CHUBBEH. ULOP.
okay so this is like my “THANKEW” post for everything and everyone 2009,
so i’ld end it with this song,
(wish i can video myself singing and playing for all of you BUT…. nah.
okay but this comes from my heart OKAY. the lyrics are nice and warm)
so leave it behind cause we, have a night to get away,
so come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.
so baby dont worry, you are my only,
you wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
you’ll be my only, no need to worry,
even if the sky is falling down
Oh my goodnesss. Stressssss to the max. I was practically shivering while playing the guitar and can’t sing properly just now.
Thank goodness its over.
Aish.
Why, why, why?
How I wish I can just fall asleep, to wake up the next day to be free from this dreaded fate.
Free to roam, free to do what I want to do, free to go where I want to be, free to reach out and touch those infinite stars.
They’re calling me. Softly, whispering into my ears. Come, they say. Come, try your best to reach us, do your utmost.
I want to. But these shackles just won’t seem to let me go. trapped, with no room to breathe.
Let me go.. I’m sick of this place. I should be doing greater things than this.
lets see..
1. i have tests, like practically every single working day.
2. trying to (or maybe trying to force myself to) visit the gym frequently
3. thinking of ways to market products.
4. implementing the marketing/selling plan (and lets hope it works!)
and lastly…
5. time to buy some new clothes! if finances allow, that is. hehs.
my previous wish already came true, no weekend or public holiday
duties during the month of december YES.
so lets see if this new list of 5 items can be carried out and met.
finally a seaman’s quote to end the post.
Calm seas dont make skilful sailors, rough seas do.
