I hope. I pray. That I’ll not get any weekend duties for the month of december.
Please!
Nov
08
Arghhh.. It seems like I just booked out afew hours ago and now I’m back in camp for another 6 days. Torturous life I’m leading now. Just hope that I don’t get any duty on the december christmas week preasee.
Anyways, saturday was kinda fun time spent with the guys, first just slacking around vivo with ahzhe and zaid then meet up with all the rest to shop for groceries then off we go to sentosaaa. Had an enjoyable picnic there as well as a relaxing time on the beach. Hehs. I’ll like more of these picnic get-togethers. Town is just a waste of time unless we have a real program or agenda.
February, come faster pleeeasee.
Nov
06
Hehe. Time to revive the blog again! Now that I can update as and when I want, think there’ll be more updates as and when I like 
BB rockssss!
Nov
01
oh no…
i just discovered i only have ONE bloody miserable post in the entire month of
october. tsk tsk tsk.
so here am i, reviving this dying blog once again.
first of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONN. 
secondly,
i got my BLACKBERRY BOLDD
thirdly,
i got nothing much to blog about. yea.
life’s pretty much the same. if i keep ranting about army stuff then
this blog will be like entirely driven towards army rantings already.
hahah. so i wanna prevent that by not bringing those up.
well life may be dry and mundane right now,
but hey don’t assume that i’m free of worries and problems.
in life,
nothing is constant. change is the only constant.
everybody is bound to have some troubles coming their way.
it’s just inevitable. these obstacles, however, once overcome,
often do provide a better view of the beautiful sky and horizon
that lies ahead.
Get the picture?
Oct
04
23rd september 2009.
i.. don’t wanna be a navy boy..
army life sddenly seems so appealing now. i miss tekong.
i miss the infantry. somebody save me from this place!
jongmai michigesso. literally.
24th september 2009
1920
hahah. writing this made me think of something else in particular.
something special. how cruel.
anyway, this place is a damn joke man. they expect us to automatically
pass IPPT just like that. like i can -.-
those failing IPPT have to stay back on saturdays? joke again. i can forsee
navy is going to eat up alot of my time..
2240
stand by area a.k.a rounds finally ended. three hours later. wtf?
the worst part? nobody even came to check our bunk. the cabin
mates here are nice but i’d gladly go back to the past. gahh.
navy effectively ruined my november/december plans.
effectively may even be an understatement. it totally ruined
my plans would be the ideal phrase. i wanna meet up with the others.
argh. time out is never enough.
michigesso jongmai, michigesso jongmai.
25th september 2009
one more night til my first navy book out. getting to know my
new cabin mates more through a game of jenga. all of em are
really good chaps but still i hate the lifestyle. i think i’m gonna
be whining about this place for a pretty long time…
29th september 2009
haven’t updated in a long time. one week in the navy has really been an
eye-opener indeed. weekend was spent lazing around at home and
going out. nice korean BBQ restaurant discovered, along with a great
bubble tea shop that was just, oomph.
inglourious basterds was also just, wow. totally my type of movie,
just the way i like it.
back to the present. failed my IPPT once again, no thanks to pull-ups.
but then again i managed to pass my swimming category one test by a
stroke of luck. hahah.
going, going…
gone.
30th september 2009
funny how my blog has developed into just a normal journal.
i always write down but i’m just lazy to type and archive it
during the weekends.
also funny how everytime i have lots of inspiration to write
songs when i’m doing normal routine daily stuff, when i don’t
have my notebook in hand. when i’m free though all ready to
write, i’m at a blank. hahaha, what an irony.
1st october 2009
had my first chemical defense lesson today. almost suffocated
inside the gas mask. what made it worse was that we werent in
the chamber. hahah. tomorrow would be the actual test, i’m
not gonna fall out…
2nd october 2009
chemical defense done! challenging indeed inside the gas chamber
but still managed to endure through it all. yay. booking out today
and out out out i go!
=D
…
yay finally typed down all the entries in my journal.
booking in in a few hours time.
okay yesterday watched funny people.
ADAM SANDLER FAILED ME FOR THE FIRST TIME.
damnit. i’ve always been a great fan of adam sandler
but this time, funny people just almost killed me.
when i walked out of the cinema i was just like,
“what was that?”
gahh.
Sep
27
There they go, way up high,
watch them deadly hunters
The way they fly, oh how we try,
To reach them silent wingers
Lofty hopes, dashing dreams,
We all do have our ambitions
To be like them with wings and talons,
to soar, to glide, oh my
Stumbling, struggling, we try our best,
But we just can’t seem to make it
But have no doubts, have faith, not fear,
Have Purpose, Endeavors, Spirit.
- victor.
Sep
21
i realised i haven’t blogged at all for like so long.
kinda reluctant to do so but then for some strange strange
reason i feel abit compelled to just come and pen some
stuff down.
what’s happened in the past isn’t important. the last few days
of tekong life. to hell with the 24k route march. adios to the
happy POP feeling and exhilaration of throwing the damn-ed
jockey cap.
what’s looming in the near future, yea that’s whats rocking.
i expect alot more to come.
more. give me more. challenges. experiences.
i got lots more goals i’ve set.
imma be a good sea soldier.
Sep
13
written on 9th Sept 2009.
I’m writing this while in camp, in the midst of a rare “free-time” and all i
see around me now are my bunk mates dozing off on their respective beds,
or on the floor, for that matter.
Nobody is really sleeping. but nobody is talking though.
the silence creeps through the air like a malicious spirit. i can hear my breathing,
slow, rhythmic, peaceful.
ironically, what appears on the surface doesn’t exactly reflect whats bothering
me right now.
i guess i can honestly consider myself a worry-er.
yes, i worry alot, and worry too much. i just can’t help it.
what’s worse is, i don’t know how i can help myself.
sometimes i wonder, looking at the bunkmates around me all just
seems so carefree and without a worry in their heads. Everyday
just passes by mundanely for them. they just need to worry about
what’s on their hands at the moment. when they sleep, the slate is
wiped clean and they can wake up feeling fresh and ready to go.
Me? i wake up daily with an aching in my heart, my worries still
swirling around my mind…
end.
…
13th Sept 2009.
out from confinement by sheer luck.
yesterday managed to spend a day in town with Robin
first then with the rest of the guys as a send-off dinner
for short-fart-debao before he enlists on monday.
robin and i were being cocks and we saw these
retro shades and bought them for $10 and dare each
other to walk down town with them on. pabo dae ji to
the max.
two bloody cocks. haha but i still love my retro glasses.
WEDNESDAY. PLEASE ARRIVE EARLIER.
Sep
06
everyone has their problems.
big or small, a little hitch or gigantic earthquake,
it’s all part and parcel of life,
a game in which only change is a constant.
whatever hiccups that occur in our lives,
are more often than not chances for us to strengthen
ourselves, mentally, physically.
which successful person hasn’t experienced any
setbacks or failures before?
